Yesterday

"I thought I saw you yesterday
But I didn't stop
Cause you was walking the opposite way
I guess I could've shouted out your name
But even if it was you I dunno what I'd say
We could sit and reminisce about the old school
Maybe share a cigarette because we both fools.
Chop it up and compare perspectives
Life, love, stress and setbacks.

You could tell me how hard you had it
And you could show me all the scars to back it
And we can analyze each complaint
Break it down and explain these mistakes I make
I like to tangle up the strings of the puppetry
But you knew me back when I was a younger me
You seen me in all types of light
And I been meaning to ask you if I'm doing alright

And when you left I didn't see it coming.
I guess I slept it ain't like you was running
You crept out the front door slow
And I was so self absorbed I didn't even know.
And by the time I looked up it was booked up.
Put it all behind you the bad and the good stuff.
A whole house full of dreams and steps
I think you'd be impressed with the pieces I kept.
You disappeared but the history is still here.
That's why I try not to cry over spilled beer"


Beautiful lyrics. I Miss You

Awake

"I'm trying real hard not to shake
I'm biting my tongue
But I'm feeling alive with every breath that I take
I feel like I've won
You're my key to survival"

So I haven't posted in a very long time. I guess life is starting to get much much better for me. Ever since you came into the picture I've been genuinely happy. Everything's really been falling into place since them. I've become really content and even excited to go to UCR, despite how I used to feel about it. Yesterday my mom signed all the papers to get the Evo X. I don't have any real academic worries for the rest of this school year. Now I'm just kicking it and enjoying what's being thrown at me. I'm getting quite stoked for senior prom and I hope I can ask this weekend.

Kbye!